I have lost my sex drive quite a while ago and am just left with these uneasy urge which doesnt go away. I lost my virginity at 24 with a girl i didnt even like physically or emotionally and the next few girls were no different. I was always anxious about not having a girlfriend but just put it off. Now for some background I have always romantically been interested in woman when I was young but way too shy to go after them and realizing that I couldnt really go after any i liked I did get depressed a little and very isolated became a recluse. The problem is that there is like this passive urge around that I feel which makes me depressed all the time that I feel it which is alot. It happened again when I got high as well about this other guy that was a friend of my one of my roomates who is gay. So my sister asked me whether I was gay one night over the phone which I said that I wasn't but later that night I got high with my roomate and thought about it with him and like that there was this explosion of a sexual urge.
Hi, I'm not really sure who I can talk to that has had a similar experience to me that I could get an opinion from so this may be the only place.
